Flesh Cocaine
(published in Voices Under The Guise of Darkness Vol. 2 - May 2001)

 

is my skin
a cheap designer drug to you?
flesh cocaine
flesh fix
my pale white flesh
a cheap fix
to all that ails you?

i keep it buried behind thick linens.
i don't want to be dropped,
shot, smoked,
stroked,
i've been saving all my cravings
for the fall
of civilization -
one last time before the apocolypse.

so how come you still find my hips
so inviting?
inciting your drug,
one shrug and i push away
unable to play those close-up games
because contact makes me nervous
and connection takes us beyond this,
beyond this

space i crave
not to be flesh cocaine
or an aphrodisiac by any other name.
i'm just a girl in the world
who knows claustrophobia is more than a word.
so how is my skin a drug?
you've mainlined more than enough by now, boy,
and the dealer is stealing
back her soul.

© 2001 monica s. kuebler

 

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